A New Cornea Is On Order!

​I had a great appointment with Josh my eye doctor yesterday. The blood vessel cauterisation surgery was a success and he has booked me in for my graft.  I was so excited I could have kissed him! LOL

He has put me on to his priority list and ordered the graft from the tissue bank but it could be up to about 2-3 months before one becomes available and gets tested for diseases etc.  Already I am thinking about the poor soul who is going to be in their last few months of life and presumably doesn’t know it.  I am so thankful for everyone who is signed up to be an organ donor.

I wish I could be a blood and organ donor but unfortunately I am not able to as I was living in the UK at the time of the Mad Cow disease crisis so under Australian regulations I can’t be a donor which is such as shame as I would love to help people after my death.  I do understand why I can’t though as I was talking to my doctor and he told me that last year he actually had a patient who died of Mad Cow disease some 30 odd years after the outbreak, which totally blew my mind!

I watched some cornea transplant videos on you tube last night, I found it incredibly interesting, especially the stitches, it’s amazing how they do those tiny delicate stiches by hand. 

In case you can’t tell I am super excited to finally get the green light, I’m not nervous at all I just want it done and to be able to see out of two eyes again as I have pretty much no vision at all in my left eye and the right eye struggles because of the severe keratoconus.  No matter how good the vision in the right eye is it’s still nowhere near as good as a normal eye because of the distortion.

I struggle so much at work and in my day to day life so to be given this gift of sight means so much to me.


My First Surgery Got Approved!


I am totally over excited. Every time I see my eye doctor I ask “can I have have my tansplant yet” he always says no, we need to get the scleritis under control first.  I asked him yesterday and he said yes!  OMG I just couldn’t believe that finally I am going to get my cornea transplant!  He actually did the paperwork to give to the admissions officer so I know it’s going to happen.

I had my first Infliximab infustion last week and within about 24 hours I noticed an improvement, my eye is still a little bit red but nothing like it has been and I have zero pain which is just incredible.  I have my second infusion next week.  It is just fantastic not to wake up every day in severe pain.

I have a small surgery to do before the graft. Because I have some big deep blood vessels in the cornea he is going to take me into theatre and under a nerve block he is going to cauterise the blood vessels with a needle and laser.  This procedure has some risks as it can alter the cornea making the transplant difficult. It’s a very delicate procedure that has the potential to go wrong if he is not very careful. We need to get it done though as my graft has a much higher risk of rejecting if I have the blood vessels.

I have to wait maybe 8 weeks or so as he has to fit me in to his theatre list but I don’t mind I am just happy that finally my eyes are in a position that we can do the first graft.

A very very good day!

Why Don’t You Just Wear Glasses? – Keratoconus

As a person with advanced Keratoconus and has REALLY bad vision it irritates me no end when people tell me I should just be wearing glasses as though I am vain or something.

Get this, one time an Opthalmologist told me I should wear glasses … seriously!

I would LOVE to be able to wear a trendy pair of glasses but unfortunately my vision is so bad and distorted glasses do nothing.  I really don’t put these horrible big lenses in my eyes every day and endure pain and discomfort for vanity. It is a necessity. Without my scleral lenses my vision at last check was around 20/450 (when I asked my optometrist the question).  I reckon its worse than that now I am at “counting fingers” when I get my checks now.  Legal blindness is 20/200 so yeah i’m very blind.  Glasses are not going to fix that!

Anyway, I found some pictures on line of KC vision, thought it would be fun to post so you guys can see similar to how I see.blurry-vision

This is what night time looks like with lights.

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Sometimes headlights look like this but are often worse.


I get a very distorted version of this, much more than double vision, more like quadruple vision.

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As you can see from the photos my vision is extremely distorted and not good at all.

I’m counting down to my 1st corneal transplant in my left eye, I cannot wait I am so excited!   Even though it will be a high risk graft I’m not nervous, just really excited to maybe get some sort of good vision after a lifetime of this.